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I have to confess... my previous blog entry about being caught on cam was a fantasy. I have been broadcasting my webcam but was never caught... until last week. It was in the morning and I usually masturbate before I get ready for work. Since writing about being caught, I've been broadcasting and sending "invites" to view my cam but not takers. I was busy stroking when all of the sudden one of my female friends starts viewing my cam. She was in "Invisible mode". I got excited and started stroking harder. She then stopped viewing and then started viewing again. She was viewing me for about a minute when I typed her a message "Oops... ummm... hi?". She stopped viewing... she was caught. I think she enjoyed watching my cam when she didn't think I knew she was watching. Once I IM'd her, she knew I saw her watching. I think she got embarassed. We began chatting and she was saying she was shocked and didn't expect to see that on cam, etc, etc. So why was she watching for so long? Why did she stop and then restart watching? I didn't press her any more. We left it as "I'm a man and this is what I do". We haven't chatted since so I'm wondering if I should be broadcasting my cam again or let it rest for a while.

It's been a while since I last posted. Lately, I've been masturbating on cam. Well, I've been doing it for a while but lately I've been risking my exposure to everyone on my "buddy" list. On Y! msgr, I start my webcam and I make sure my privacy setting allows anyone to view my webcam without having to ask permission. So, I watch myself stroking my hard cock and I keep thinking that at any moment, someone might "catch me" stroking myself. On my list, I have friends and family. When I'm on cam, my status usually says "View my webcam", sometimes I change the message though. I usually leave the generic message so that anyone might just take a peek (thinking it's innocent). ;) Then there are times that I change the message and say, "Masturbating", "Horny - wanna watch?", "Hope my friends and family don't see this", etc. I also open up the "Who's watching my cam" window so I can see when someone clicks on my cam. :) So, one time I forgot to change my message back to the generic "View my webcam". Previously, I had changed it to "I'm so horny - View my cam" and I had masturbated and shot cum all over myself. Well, after that session, I forgot to change my message back. So a few days later, I was chatting with a friend (she's a gorgeous 27 yr old).It was the usually friendly chat (nothing sexual) but I started to get hard and decided to stroke my cock. I had finished chatting and decided to turn on my cam (hoping she would catch me stroking). Once, I turned it on, I got more excited thinking she could watch at any moment. She hadn't clicked on my cam yet (maybe she walked away after our chat). All of the sudden my female cousin userid shows up in my "Who's watching" window... OMG... I just start shooting cum and I couldn't close my cam window... My cum slows down and I'm about to IM her when she stops viewing my cam. I didn't even see her on my "Available" list. She must've signed on in "Invisible mode". Now, I get even more excited masturbating on cam because anyone from my buddy list might be signed on in invisible mode and view my cam without warning! Does anyone else find the thought of getting caught on cam exciting? Does anyone have any stories to tell? Have you ever posted any sexy statuses?

What would you do if your real life friends ever found out about your sexual exploits?   I recently found a friend on another website and the profile was hot.  Well,  I'm not sure if "hot" is the right term but it got me hot because I read things about her that a didn't know before.  So, now I'm thinking.  What if one of my friends found me on the internet?  Especially since I've posted videos and comments here and there.  I wonder if any friends would send me comments or emails to let me know if they saw me.  Would they get hot at the idea of me being exposed or disgusted? 

What do you think if you found a rel life friend (or aquaintence) on a "sex" site?  What do you think if someone found you?

I woke up this morning with a hard on.  My thoughts were centered on the events last night.  Was it a dream?  It started out simple enough.  A friend IM'd just to say "Hi".  I replied back.  We chatted for quite a bit.  It was the "normal" chat as if you were on the phone or in the the living room.  I don't remember who brought it up or how it started but we were in the middle of something sexy.  I was massaging her shoulders and kissing her breasts.  She turned on her cam and it got HOT.  I wanted to make sure she was satisfied.  I wanted to make sure my words turned her on as much as her cam was turning me on. It was getting difficult to chat with one hand but I managed a few short phases when I was getting close...  phrases like "yes", "ooo", "mmm".  I really couldn't say much because I was about to cum. LOL.  She coated her dildo and fingers with her sweet pussy juices and I kept imagining my hard cock sliding deep inside and shooting my cum.  She was FANTASTIC!!!  She kept playing with her pussy and breasts.  I couldn't take my eyes off her.  She kissed me goodnight and we signed off.

Was it a dream?  The chat  lasted a couple of hours but it definitely did not seem that long.  My mind was in a haze and my cock was covered in cum.  I woke up this morning and thought it was an amazing night.  Something like that must've have been a dream because it was too good to be true.  LOL.  Thanks again babe... for TWO orgasms (last night and this morning)! 

I sneak up behind you and cup each of your breasts with my hands. I kiss the back of your neck and press my cock against the crack of your ass. My fingers tweak each nipple to erection. You lean forward against the wall as if you were "spreading" them for a police "pat" down. I continue to kiss the nape of your neck and work my way to your earlobes. My pelvis shifts forward as you arch your hips backward. My cock slips into your wet HOT PUSSY. You moan with pleasure. I slide my cock back and forth. You lean more against the wall as your legs begin to weaken. I continue to massage your breasts and occassionally move one of my hands down to stimulate your clit. My hips continue to rock back and forth with yours. My cock goes deep inside you. I withdraw to the point where my cock head is about to leave your hot pussy and I SLAM it forward again. My HARD cock penetrates deep inside. You feel my cock ripping into your tight pussy! I keep slamming my hard cock inside as I press you against the wall! I'm fucking you hard. My fingers seem to hit the right spot on your clit and I feel you legs "give way". That only causes your pussy to sink deeper onto my hard cock! I'm now pounding upward into your pussy. You scream with pure ecstasy! The feel of my cock supporting your weight makes you cum even more! The feel of my cock impaling your pussy as your lips cling to my shaft drives you crazy! I continue to pound my cock into you until we both explode! I shoot wave after wave of hot cum inside you as you lose all strength. My arms hold you up and my cock remains DEEP inside you. We are exhausted! I move to sit down, never letting your pussy leave my cock. Our mixed juices flow out of your pussy and down my balls. I massage your huge tits and tweak and pull on your erect nipples. I then slide my right hand down to your pussy. I scoop up some of our cum and bring it up to your mouth. You hungrily open your mouth and suck my cum soaked finger! You begin moving up and down again with renewed vigor. You do not want me going soft after my first orgasm. Your pussy grips my cock and continues to maintain its stiffness. "Come on!!! FUCK ME HARD! I want you to work for my fat hard cock!" You begin to bounce up and down on my cock....

While I imagine teasing your erect nipples with my tongue and mouth, I slowly work my hands down your body until I reached you hot wet pussy. My fingers can feel how wet you really are. I dip my fingers in your juices and get a quick taste on my lips. Mmmmm... you do taste sweet. I keep rubbing my finger up and down your pussy lips while maintaining contact with your clit. I move my finger in small circles around your clit making you moan even more. I work my way down your body. I leave a trail of kisses from your breasts down your stomach until I reach your panties. I slowly peel back the delicate material as I kiss my way across your pubic area and finally reach your wet pussy. Oooo... you're dripping! I remove your panties completely and you spread your legs wide. I kiss your inner thighs from left to right and back again.... You move your pussy upwards straining to make contact with my lips. All in due time. I tease you by licking all around your pussy. You begin begging me to eat you. I can't resist any longer. I use long firm licks. I start from the bottom of your pussy and lick all the way up and stopping on your clit. You grind your hips making me hit just the right spot! I gently suck your clit. I lick again. I use my fingers to spread your lips while my tongue works it's magic to make you cum!!! My tongue goes deep and firm but always ending on your clit! I love your sweetness. I can spend hours just eating your pussy. Your legs lock around the back of my head and you are about to explode. My tongue now concentrates on your clit as I use firm but gentle strokes on your clit. Your hips surge upward and you cum. You moan loudly as you enjoy all the pleasures my tongue has to offer. Your orgasm is so intense that you almost pass out. You are exhausted but it was well worth it. You keep my head between your legs as you slowly come down from your orgasm. My mouth and chin are absolutely drenched with your sweet pussy juice.

What kinds of things do you think about while playing with yourself?  For me,  I often think of friends (real life and cyber). I also get a certain added excitement knowing that they could be watching me cum while I broadcast my cam.  When I recorded my masturbation videos, I was thinking of my friends.  ;-)

So what turns you on?