Ive aways known i have always really liked sex..

At around 8 i pictured my 19 year old neigbour lying down and sticking his cock up thru something with our face coverd cause i knew it was so wrong..even though i couldnt orgasm yet i just couldnt stop thinking about riding him.. 

 I was just in general facinated about cocks....my friends at the time certainly didnt think the way i did....

Around 12 years of age i found my dads back massager (the best vibrator ever ) and had my first orgasm and never looked back lol...

Not long after that the shower hose then...late one night around 13 i was just feeling really horny i just watched this movie with people  having alot of sex....

and it was to late for a shower and the 'massager' was to loud...so i was like fuck this and went to bed i rubbed my clit for a really long time i was drenched in  so much sweat but  i was so determined lol..

.Then it was like ooooo my fucking goddddd!!! best orgasm ever :)....so i masturbated everynight without fail...i grew up with my dad and brother and they always left around magazines..

i didnt mind looking at the naked girls but all i wanted to do was read the dirty storys mostly the ones about males domination i just love the thought of having no control and being told what to do....

 I got fingerd just after i turned 14 by my first boyfriend it felt good but nothing like masturbating...we had sex but it never really was a turn on so I never came...then just after 15 i meet my current partner of 13 years im 27 now...and when we first got together like horny little ***** we fucked so hard all night long..

 First time i was fucked from behind sucked cock had my pussy licked ect  it was ecstasy ...and one thing i always loved watching porn  and never mind him doing the same...

Long story short like all long relationships the urge goes i dont blame him..i work full time and men will be men His a wanker lol

 and i wasnt the nicest person a few years back alot having to do with the fact i proberly wanted a lot of cock and maybe some pussy but didnt know it myself at the time..maturabating became boring so hence our sex life ;(

 although my parnter makes me feels so happy love him so much. for some reason 2 years ago i started getting this urge to start dressing really slutty and going out for the first time at 25...i just got really turned on at the thought of making boys/mens cocks hard by just dressing and dancing slutty..

I would never in a million years cheat on my parnter it was never that!!! it was just the first time i ever dressed sexy and had male attention and the thought turned me on so much i use to masturbate So hard but still always felt so guilty as i didnt tell him of course that was the main reason for going out...but after awhile it just started not feeling right having 18 year olds trying to chat me up lol..

So finally some how my partner knew something wasnt right it just not me to go out and drink and go dancing ..my deep down secret was i wanted to take dirty pictures, and masturbate on line for guys and wanted to see them get horny over me. with just the thought making me so wet...and really i know he maturbates to girls online everyday so its not much differant lol..

Anyway my boyfriend thinks its hot ...and with much discussion and a GREAT sex session i realised that girls really turned me on aswell and one day maybe real soon i would like to see what it feels like to play with another girl and she play with me while my boyfriend watches :)

 And maybe even meeting couples like us for future fun?..and ive never owned a dildo before and would love to seriously try it and anal...anyway so i just filmed my first vid and have taken my first photoes i look forward to uploading them and getting comments ..thank you thats it for now ;) xxx